Dear God,

I have prayed to You many times before. But this is the last prayer that I am going to pray because I don’t want to live anymore. If I die, I feel like nobody will be affected. Especially You. Even though I am 24, I feel as if I have NO life whatsoever ahead of me. I have endured so much from an abusive, negative father to a perfectionist mother and being treated like dirt even by people I went to church with. I have nothing to live for and neither do I have anything to look forward to. I can’t take my life anymore. I can never be happy and it’s just not worth living.