Dear God save me

Dear God,
Save me
Rid me of my sins
Lord why do I have a jagged crystals of despair in me
Lord All Mighty Restore what has been stolen for me
Restore my life, my happiness , the wisdom, the love
I can’t take this anymore lord
I surrender to you
Help me
I beg for utter forgiveness because you have your only begotten son for me, so someone like me that doesn’t deserved this You give me talents but I search for something else that isn’t for me my heart hurts Lord it’s aching with pain
Lord you show me compassion
Help me
Push me to be better
Thank you for everything you have done and everything you will do
Cleanse Lord so I can serve you in your house