I am a failure

Dear God,
I do not want much. I only wish to be happy. Fear and anxiety have taken control of me. I don’t have a job, my parents are disappointed in me, my parents are not agreeing to my relationship with my boyfriend because he is not well off. You have completely overlooked me dear god. Please be merciful to me and grant me my requests. My cousins who are younger than me are getting settled and moving ahead in life. My mom constantly compares me with them and tells me that I am a failure. Help me dear God.