I need fulfillment

Dear God, I am not worthy of your love. I wish to come back to you. I have sought the love from others, my friends. But I have shied away from you. I am searching for a way back to you. And I am trying not to make the love I receive from others an idol. Your love is this only thing that can bring peace to this aching soul and I am so blessed to have you as my Lord. Thank you for all the blessings you have given me. I only ask for guidance back into your arms. I am falling short in the arms of others, and I need you. Amen.