Please forgive me
Forgive me for not trusting you. Forgive me for doubting your perfect plan. Forgive me for being terrified and devastated and saddened by your path for my life. Please teach me and guide me through this. And if it be Your will, please change this path You have placed me on, because I am too weak and scared and childish to bear it right now. Please Lord God spare me from this. But Your will be done.