Hello Father.

Where are you? I always pray, but I barely hear your call.. I keep trying, but nothing. But I won’t give up.

Lord, please mend my broken heart. It’s been almost 10 months now. When I ask you for your guidance to help me get over him, I feel my heart healing. But when my heart healing & I stop thinking about him, you bring him back to me & I fall head-over-heels all over again, & the cycle starts again. What is it, Father? Are you telling me not to get over him? Are you trying to show that there’s still hope? I have every sense of hope, trust me. But it causes so much pain for me; it’s like an emotional rollercoaster. Please Lord, mend my broken heart.

Also, help me to be a better student, daughter, & friend. My grades are suffering so badly, so please help guide me to do my best at everything. Ever since last year, I’ve had this awful attitude towards anyone that crosses my path. Lord, please forgive me & help me do better. My family & friends care about me, but they don’t deserve to be treated unfairly.

One more thing; please let me have a good birthday. My birthday’s tomorrow, & my bday week has been super crumby & I’m not sure how tomorrow’s going to be any better. Last year, my birthday wasn’t even that great; I ended up getting in huge trouble for ______________ the week after. I really don’t want to make that mistake ever again.
Thank you.