Dear God,

Thank you for taking her. I hated you for so much because of it, I missed her so much, I still do. The closer it gets to May 25th, the harder it is to imagine her still here, needing to suffer. She is in peace and now knows how loved she really is. I never seen anything like the sunset walking to the scene. It was so vivid, i remember it so clearly. I dreamed about it before, I remembered it so well. Walking up I had to ask my friend if this is real because I dreamed about us needing to walk up here but it wasn’t her who died that day. Everything was so real. Life was real. I didn’t know what to believe in before but I couldn’t imagine living in a world knowing one of my only friends is no where and not being cared for. Seeing a bright pink and orange sky with wispy clouds was the moment I knew someone made sure that the day we lost the most beautiful girl, we got the most beautiful sunset. I can only pray another town doesn’t need to lose another 15 year old girl in a car accident. DRIVE SAFELY. MY FRIEND WOULD MOST LIKELY BE HERE IS SHE WORE HER SEATBELT, PLEASE DON’T LET ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS OR FAMILY MEMBERS FEEL WHAT ME AND RITA’S FAMILY HAVE FELT IN THE LAST ALMOST 11 MONTHS. 

Please tell her how much I love her. I think about her and see her picture on my desk everyday. I love you Rita MacIntosh