Dear God

Sometimes I feel as if you have blessed me with all the wrong things. You have given me an amazing family and amazing friends. I do not deserve any of them. I am a terrible person and I treat people bad. I hate myself. Please give me the strength to get through the hard times because it seems as if you’re the only one who can help me. I know I fall away from you sometimes and it always seems that I only come to you when I really want something. I’m sorry. I want to better my life and I need your help. Amen