Dear God

Lord, I really need you in my life right now. I’ve been keeping this in me for so long it really hurts. It’s just the little things, Lord. The little things that I do that disappoints everyone around me… including myself. You know, I really try. I try to be a good daughter to my parents but sometimes they take it the wrong way.. maybe because they’re so used to me being moody? I don’t know. But I’m really trying… sometimes it’s so hard, I don’t know? I’m just so gah right now. And Lord, I hate how I always seem to repeat my mistakes… I know that I learn from them. I know what the good things are compared to the bad but I still somehow repeat them. I am really sorry, Lord. I really try to be a better person, a better daughter and a better friend. I really ask for your help, Lord. Please help me, Lord.