Dear God,

I don’t understand sometimes. I don’t understand my parents, I don’t understand life, and I don’t understand why certain things have to happen. I know I’m not the same anymore. I know. I know my mom’s not the same anymore, this family isn’t. I’m sorry. I just don’t know what to do anymore, Lord. Please, please help me fix things. Bring my family back to you. Help me accept things and move on, please. 

I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry for every time I’ve disappointed you. I haven’t lost hope, dear Lord. 

Thank you for everything. I love you.