Dear God,

I used to be SO close to you, what happened? I know you died for me and you are always there for me, right? But how come i don’t feel you? Please, reveal to me that you ARE there for me and that you are protecting me. I need you now, more than ever. I have done a lot of stupid things and i need your redemption. Please Lord, show me, that you are real. I constantly have doubts in my mind, and i don’t want to. I need you. I miss you and i miss that comfort that i used to have. Help me. In Jesus name i pray, amen.