Dear God,

       I don’t want to live this life anymore. I’ve done things that are totally shameful and not forgivable. My dad is a believer but he doesn’t take his relationship with You seriously. Yes, he attends church every Sunday but he won’t stop drinking and smoking. It pains me to see my mom hurting everytime he does these things. I don’t want my mom to hurt anymore. I don’t want to see myself do these shameful things anymore. Lord, help me. I really, really need someone who can touch my dad’s heart, and I know that it is You. Lord, please do help me with my life, I don’t want it to be wasted by such small things. Lord, guide me and help me please. Thank you.