At the end of my rope…

Dear God,

You know that I am in a place of fear and hurting. I seem to be always behind in life, I have lost my second job in three months and have no one to blame but my self. Rent is due and I dont wanna ask for more help from friends and family. I feel like everyone is looking at me like whats wrong with me.  I know that behind the scene thats what they think of me. I just want to move forward in life and at least be able to walk with my head held high and be proud of who I am. It has been almost 7 years of struggling I feel like every area of my life is not glorifying to you or myself and it is a shamble. Please Lord help me to achieve something to make you proud to call me son…I feel so empty and a failure…. please send your spirit to guide me in life to make a change….. I love you Father…..

Your Son

Peter