Dear God,

i need your help again . please . UGH, boys as just soo similar. in soo many ways…like idk . i just recently went through this with youu know who & now the boy i currently like or liked… im not sure anymore. All im asking is why? why do they always gotta lead me on like this ? yeah i understand that he needs a break from girls & that he doesnt want anything serious right now. but why, why would he do such a thing like this if hes just gonna say that to me ? i really dont know anymore, i just need a break from guys i guess.

just help me be happy once again. cause although he apparently made me smile sooo much & i made him smile every now and then too, i guess he just wasnt ready for this. well, i just dont really know what i want anymore.

im guessing i just want to be happy &stop getting hurt soo much?

can youu at least help me with that?

once again…with love,

please & thankyou<3