Dearest Big Daddy,

I hope i get accepted to this school i applied for. Im not sure what i want to do in my life but for now, im gonna make my parents happy and obey what they want me to study for. Im gonna show them i can do this and i will succeed. I still have many plans for the future.

Daddy Jesus, i dont know if this is what you planned for my future but you own me. You made plans for me. I am asking for a sign if i should go for it or not. And what should i do instead. But for now, im gonna continue working for my future. Daddy, please give me strength and patience for this. I really want to go to college so i may have a better future. I dont have anyone to talk through with this but just you. You know what goes through my day. I wouldnt know what will happen tomorrow but you already know. So dear jesus, help me. Help me go through each day. I really need you. More than i know. I ask these politely. Dear daddy, thanks for everything. For being there. always being there, really. I love you and please dont give up on me. I know you wont but thank you for not.

loving you always,

angel