Dear God,

I am so so sorry for losing faith in you oh God. I had been beginning to worry that you had forsaken me Lord; that I had sinned so badly that I was no longer worthy to receive you. God, I was so scared. I cried and felt so alone and felt like if I closed my eyes, I would just disappear.  But God, as hard as going through that was, it made me aware that what I was enduring was a trial made in order to test my faith. A test which I failed miserably. Oh Lord, please forgive my unfaithfulness Father. I should have known that you would never abandon me. I feel like I’ve destroyed our relationship; I’m so sorry.

But thank you so much Father, for helping me strengthen my faith.