Dear God,

After all this time, is this your way to challenge me ? Is this a way to test me and my best friend’s friendship ? Lord, I know there’s a sign, but why put him and I into a difficult time ? Why have me start this ‘fight’ which led to us not talking ? I’m starting to think that it’s been my fault all this time. But then maybe I’ve been wrong all this time. I feel bad doing this to him Lord. I don’t want to lose him. That’s one of my fears.

If he is having any difficulties that isn’t including me.. Please Lord, guide, heal, and protect his heart from any evil that is trying to pass through. His heart is precious, his heart is delicate.

I want to help him but I know he needs some time alone.

Is this a way to test our friendship ?