dear God,

I have been through so much these past couple of months. I am not mad at you for I know you are putting me through to a test. Please, heal my broken heart and help me through this journey. I am hurting so much and I thank you for giving me the strength of letting me go through a day with a smile. I am angry with the “other” person, and my heart is full of hatred with him. He hurt me so much, yet I don’t hate him enough to shut him out of my life. Lord God, it hurts so much hearing he moved on within a month. Does this mean our love was a lie? Please please, Lord Almighty. Take care of me, take care of my sanity, take care of my heart. I surrender everything to you. I give you my heart, because I know you will take care of it. I love you so much God. Please, take care of me.