Dear God,

I feel like there is no way out. Like the only option is dying. Like all i do is mess up, disappoint people, especially those that i love. I need you now, more than ever. I know no one is perfect, but i strive to be better than i was. Better than i am. I know that i can be better than this, better than quitting, and giving up. I feel so sad at times, and i think of you. I know you will always be there, but right now nothing seems important, so give me a sign. Lead the way. Tell me that things will be okay. Allow my family to grow closer. & Help me be a better sister, a better daughter, a better friend, a better aunt, a better girlfriend. God please bless my family, and the ones i love. Bless me, and bless my soul. I neeed you, i know you need me. So please help me. I know you will help me see the light,. you will cure this stupid mentally i carry.

God, i love you.

I need to know that you love me back.

 

AMEN,