Dear God,

things are confusing right now but I know you understand why. Sometimes its hard to fall asleep because of him, its hard to dream because of him, and its even harder to hope because of him. But I know one thing and that is, You made me an individual, one heart, one purpose. I wasn’t made to live FOR a man. I was made to follow You, and live the dreams you pushed on my heart. Opportunities keep knocking at my door and i feel like i just take and take without giving you anything. I’m sorry, please forgive my selfishness and see I want to change. I love you, Amen.