What is wrong with me?

Im sorry for letting the devil take over my idle hands and mind. Please forgive me and allow me to show you that I deserve to walk by your side in eternity. Give me the strength to find a better solution for my wandering mind and strengthen my will to overcome what seems too easy for me to part take in. Let me redeem myself and give me a chance to one day fulfill your wishes and be more in your likeness than I have ever been before.