Dear God,

I love him, very much, and I hope he knows that. There are so many things I want to tell him and so many things I want to share with him but I can’t because we are not the same anymore. I want him to be happy, more than anything in this world even if it’s not with me. But I do, I want to be with him, and not for selfish reasons. I want to be with him because I want to help him in all his endeavors in life. I want to be with him when he needs someone to make him happy, to make all the scary things go away. I love him, God and this isn’t the selfish kind of love, I promise.  I think he needs love and I think I can give that to him, more than any girl in this world could.  I hope he would realize that what he’s looking for has been in front of him the entire time.

Thank you, God.

Love,

Your child