Dear God,

I’m rather confused lately. I’ve never let a guy bring me down, take me away from my life, or effect me negatively for too long. So, why now and why him? He’s done and long gone now, so why am I still broken up about him? Why am I still crying myself to sleep, why am I still doing this to myself. I know better and i can do better then this. But, I can’t get myself to stop thinking about him or missing him. But, I know he’s gone. Long gone. So Jesus Christ, please I’m praying and begging, grant me the ability to rid myself of this pain and sorrow. Amen