Papa God, hello it’s me again. I guess i’m way better now than yesterday. Today, I realized that if i want them to love and accept me, i should be able to open my heart and be able to understand the realities of life. Sometimes we get disappointed and felt betrayed by the people we cared and loved but if we really love them, i think we should still forgive and learn to accept them. Papa God forgives, loves and understands me even though i have hurt Him in in almost every way and i think I also also learn to forgive others and be happy with life.

Right now, I’m learning to be okay again. Sometimes i just can’t help but still cry but again it’s alright. My problem is not even a big deal compared to other people’s own crosses so i guess i just not burden further myself and just live a happy life. Thank you God for today. I love you and i love again:)