Dear God

There are so many questions I have for you with so very few answers.  I know you answer all questions, probably just not in the way I want you to.  Help me to recognize them.

It’s been 3 months since you have welcomed her to your kingdom.  Please take good care of her.  I miss her so much, please let her know that.  As much as I grieve for her death, I can’t help but celebrate her life.  When I celebrate her life it brings me all the way up to her death, and the cycle just repeats.  She was only 16 years old, but she was an inspiration to all.  She already obtained the wisdom of your ways, and I envied her for that.

Help me be as strong and faithful as she was.  Help me to not be afraid of who I am, and continue guiding me towards a fruitful life.

I love you God.  Never would I doubt you, but just help me understand.