Dear God,

I know that lately i have been drifting away from you.. I’ve done so many things that i shouldn’t have done, and have said so many things i really shouldn’t have said. I know that you dont expect me to be perfect.. but i feel horrible for what i’ve done. I know that i only run to you when i need something.. and that this is something that i’ve asked from you before… one too many times probably. But, God, i don’t wanna have to hurt something that doesn’t even exist yet. Just thinking of it makes me feel like such a horrible person. I just need some guidance.. I need some peace of mind. I pray that you give me the strength that i need to not let my thoughts get the best of me. Please help me feel your love once again.. and help me get through this again. 

I ask this in your most loving name, Jesus Christ. Amen.