Dear God,

I don’t know what’s happening to me. I know this is my mind thinking but I feel like I’m drifting away from my best friend. This is because we never talked to each other a week after we were together at the retreat. Why is this happening Lord ?

And my past. My past is starting to become alive again and haunt me in the future if i keep thinking this. I’ve lost my best friend, my neighbor when I was in middle school by my jealousy. Please Lord, help me. I don’t want this to happen again.. It took me about 2 or 3 years to wait on who my best friend really was and You found this person for me.

I don’t want to screw up the friendship we are having.