I’m lost…

Dear God,
It’s me again…
I am really struggling right now, I’m trying to keep it all together but I’m so scared and lonely and sometimes it feels like everything is so hard…
You know I’m doing my best, I promised you I would after all, but sometimes it feels like everything I do is wrong…
So, would you mind to take control of things for me, and stopping me from wrecking my life even more than I already have?

Thank you xx

Ps Can you please look after him for me, protect him from himself, and if there’s any love left in his heart, and if you want, please guide him back home.