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Dear G-d, so worried about my health

Dear G-d, help me help myself…Bottom line… I have been love, giving and selflessness for as long as I remember—especially for family and husband. I’m far from perfect, but gifts, loving/learning books and videos were always given to my family, to make them happier–you all know knowledge leads to beauty and happiness (if one’s lucky )) ) I always was happy and unable to be shot down (Lord’s help). And that seems to have bothered instead of the opposite. I didn’t do gossip or ugliness–sure didn’t match with the opposite.. I have serious medical problems now–from inflamed liver, inflamed spleen and lesions in gall bladder and liver–Hep C. I got a transfusion years ago, had an auto accident..none of this information touches my family–their hearts looking unavailable to me… My parents always had deep mental problems, very tragically trickling down to kids and grandchildren. My father’s was from the War, but at least he could feel our pain and never let us suffer financially. My mother had been raped by someone and thrown in the street from her mother :((. They both could never give emotionally–only beating us from THEIR pains– but the finances helped, thankfully. My mother’s is a different case. I have been calling and begging, crying for her help to divorce, as my husband’s mental illness had hit bottom. Too many deaths and disappointments made him bottom out (no knowledge of how to take care of himself or to do ANYTHING emotionally really). I did everything, of course, but if people are unable to learn, you can give all of yourself and it doesn’t touch some people with severe depression and detachment (both him and mom and immediate family). Instead of her getting me out of that terrible marriage, PLUS serious health problems, she UNPLUGGED HER PHONES!!! Which means not only would she not hear my pleading, she couldn’t receive a phone call that it might be worse (like death)! I needed to type all this so I can stay sane, excuse me. Bottom line, all my monthly money was taken from me, so I have no money for food or bills or doctor!! I did find an amazing company that helps take care of treatment!!