I need strength to make it through the day

Dear heavenly Father,

I need you more than ever. I dont deserve your love and your forgiveness. I dont deserve your love. I pray that you will be strong in my heart on a minute by minute basis and fill be with your love and glory. Please help me out of my depressive slump, because it has never been so bad. I have tried to serve you and feel I always come up short. This month, my husband, child and I have had to press the reset button and start over again. We lost almost everything, had to move from what was normal to us. Please fill my heart with your love, please be with me every minute of every day. Please be with my husband the same way. Please protect my child from evil and harm. Just please be with us now and always. I need you so badly. Thank you for all you have given me in life, and thank you for my family. Just please help me to be the wife and mother I need to be. Thank you for all you have done in my life and saving me countless times. Yet once again I am falling short and I need you dear Lord. Amen.