Healing and Deliverance

Dear God, I am so scared. Scared for so much in my future, scared that I might have truly messed up. I need you more than ever, please let me be healthy. I have so much I want to offer this world, and accomplish and I’m terrified I wont be able to do it all. I have been running for a while now, please give me guidance and deliver me from this sickness. I need you and your unending grace more than ever. I’m so scared, so scared for so much to come, and I need you Jesus, please take care of me. I need your love, I need your grace, your mercy, I need you; all of you Jesus. Please give me another chance to do what I’m supposed to do. I need you.