Forgive Me, and Heal Me

Dear God
I pray everyday for healing. Please forgive my mistake that I made on 12-13-13. I should have know better than to agree to IPL. Forgive my sin of vanity, please heal my holes. I know I do not deserve it but I asked and begged in Jesus Name for healing even though I am unworthy of. The holes caused me to question my own existence. I keep going for daughter’s sake, I am taking a risky route in an attempt for a healing. Please end my test . I admit it. I fail. I am weak and can not do this any more. It has made weary and consumed me, Let borrow some jesus’ strength, hope ,faith and courage. I have tried to leave this burden at the cross and keep finding back with me. Heal me, my soul is broken. heal my orange peel skin. Or call me home and take me quick as you can I too weak to withstand much. Please make sure my baby has a long happy life if it your will for me leave. I can not imagine another 30 years of this mental anguish. Amen