Hanging on By Thread

Dear Father
Please God, Abba,
I cry every morning and dread seeing the sunrise. I get ready in the dark. No doctor says that they can help me. Please forgive for my sin that caused this mess. Please help me for my family’s sake. Loosing hope and faith, so sorry I know i should be counting my blessings. One mistake has cause my life to tumble. Please heal me. please comfort me so that i can get through this. tomorrow will be especially hard. Please help me feel better.
Please GOD Oh please Amen