Dear Creator and Infinite Light

I am reading some of the letters that have been written, and there is so much suffering, you have given me a good life, not that there has not been a great loss of my young son, it took me a long time to stop blaming you for his death.  But either you end up loseing your faith or going toward the Light, I choose going toward your Light.  Being angry and hating is sucking the life out of some of these suffering people. help them choose you.