Help Me Find Me

Dear God.

Right now I really want to do my own thing. I know it’s not what you want me to be doing, but I still really want to do it. Sometimes it gets so hard trying make you happy and doing your will and being the person you want me to be. Right now I really want to be my own person. I want to stop caring about what you want and I want to start doing what I want. I know it’s wrong, but that’s how I’m feeling right now and I can’t help my feelings. God, please help me to figure all this crap out.