Dear God,

I have the feeling here of giving up. It has been a month when I went to church and I asked you to take me. Yes I ain’t that strong as you wanted me to be. But things just went so fast. Looking back for like 4 years ago, I was the little princess who was enjoying all the pleasures of life. Now, my parents got no job at all. Yes we are financially down. My mom was diagnosed to have a heart problem. Basically, she cannot work. My dad, you know he ain’t that capable of working then paying him a high salary. Lord, I don’t know how to deal with this. Hindi po ako sanay. You know I’m trying to fit w this life but I always end up crying at night. I just want to die. I’m causing my parents tons of problems. I just simply don’t wanna live anymore. If you want to, you could always take my life then healing my mom would be enough. I leave it all to you Lord :’(