dear God

where are You? It seems like at my hardest times, You disappear. I know You want the best for me, and You’ll do anything to make Your children happy. Lord, he makes me happy, and it seems like he’s too far away. Lord, trust me and trust him, we’re in love. Please, I’ve prayed everynight to you, asking you to keep us safe under your arms, but it seems like those prayers only lasted the few months. I just want You to know that, no matter what obstacle you put us through, we’ll over come, just to prove to You, we made it ! Stand by me. Please don’t go. No matter what happens, and no matter what I may say, I’m NEVER losing faith in You. Dear God, I’m sorry if I’ve sinned in my life and any past lives, but don’t punish me anymore, I’m finally happy with him, and you know it. I want to thank you for gracing me with his presense. And I’m sorry if I ever did anything wrong !