Dear God

sometimes i get really mad about what you do.so dear God i am seeking your help. father God please help me not be mad when things don’t happen my way. Abba father i feel like i’m in an ocean. i don’t want to swim but you keep telling me not to stop. father God please help me. help me listen to you. oh dear Jesus i really don’t want to lose you. i really don’t. i love you.