Dear God,

I have so much I would like to say to You. Not exactly say, but to apologize…so much to apologize for. I want to ask for Your forgiveness, Lord. You know of all the wrong I have done. You know of all the thoughts that are constantly running through my head. I am sorry for all the harm I have done to You, to my family, to my friends. I hope and pray that one day I can be forgiven. I know You will forgive me, but this guilty and unworthy feeling will not go away.

I don’t want to live for anyone, nor anything, but You. My soul aches and thirsts for Your presence. Please Lord, fill my heart with Your love, guide me to You. I am here and I am willing to sacrifice. All of this time, I’ve felt like someone or something was missing…I now know, It’s because of Your absence in my life. Please Father, Lord up above, King of Kings, cleanse my heart, my mind, my body, my soul. Hear my prayer, I am calling out to You…