Dear God,

I wish I had more answers. I wish you could appear before me and tell me everything will turn out just fine. My son needs a father, and I know that you are his heavenly Father for all eternity, but right now he needs someone to be there for him. I know I have made mistakes but to watch him suffer is beyond any pain I’ve ever felt. Pleas allow me the chance to redeem myself and make my son’s life as positive as possible so that he may serve you. Forgive me, Lord. I’m a bad person, but I do long to be good.