Dear Lord,

I can’t take this pain anymore. This pain caused by love, its killing me. I love him so much, I did so many mistakes. I took him for granted, I didn’t love myself enough to love him seriously. But I realize all that now. I realize how I didn’t have enough confidence in myself that’s why I find myself jumping to other guys behind his back. It took me a year to realize all this and it changed me. I know I’ve changed, because I don’t do that anymore, I erased my past, all the pictures and everything with my exs..He’s the only one I can’t erase. When we first met each other, I knew he was the one, We both knew it. But I wasn’t ready for a serious relationship because I never took the time to love myself..But I’m ready now 🙁 except, it’s too late.. He says he doesn’t love me anymore, he can’t love me anymore 🙁 maybe its because I hurt him a lot in the past..I’m really broken.. I just can’t understand why can’t he love me anymore cause what we have is true love..I just can’t bare with this pain anymore.. I want to be happy..I want to forgive myself, I want You, Father, to forgive me .. I want to be with him again and start all over. I want us to love each other again for the rest of our lives, and I won’t mess up anymore..I promise Lord 🙁 .. Just one Chance </3