my little baby

Dear God

i was pregnant for 5 weeks but i lost my baby. i prayed for u so much to protect him/her when i was bleeding. i loved  baby so much..i used to rub my tummy gently and used to talk with my unborn baby. now im empty handed. suffering from financial problems. i want to get pregnant again..soon.. but my family wants me to do a job. true enough. but im worried if i travel far daily and go in buses crowded buses and do heavy stressing work..i dont want to harm baby..i dont wana lose again.. pls open the doors of heaven and send me ur blessings and help..i always wanted to be a house wife and a good mum. but this ‘money’ is sick. it troubles our lives

pls help me God.