Dear God,

How do I forgive his physical mistakes that occurred long before we met when he has asked for forgiveness and is now pure in Spirit by you? How can I forget what he has done especially when I know who he is now and how he is striving to the do the right thing and seek You like he never has? If I can’t, and even though we both believe, is he not right for me? But is it my selfishness that isn’t allowing me? I can’t tell. It might be too late to let him go, I’ve the one he’s been looking for. Lord, please tell me what to do, only You know what is right for me! I need You and I’m very sorry we have not been able to spend time together like we used to-maybe that’s actually the problem.

I was made to adore you, and to love you, and I long to see You! Your frustrated yet still knowingly ungrateful daughter.