All Too Empty

Dear God, 

I am aware that I am in constant need of something, and I don’t know You well enough to know if it’s You I really want. I love YOU, but how can I say that You are my all in all, when I’m still wrestling with my own plans for my own life? How can I say that everything I have is Yours, when I can’t shake the sadness of loss of relationships and friendships? God, if nothing else, I’m willing to be made willing in this situation. I’m not where I should be, but I really want to be. I need You.