Are you there God? I want to kill myself.

Dear “God”,

Just wanted to drop you a little note to say hi, see how you are doing, see how the Son is or whatever, oh yeah, and to tell you that I want to blow my brains out!!  Every damn day is like the ninth circle of Hell.  I don’t even believe in “God”, but since you are the only one I can tell then here you go. 

I want to die.  I hate my life.  I hate myself.  I need help.  I am alone.  I really just want to scream until my throat bleeds so the world will truly understand the emotional pain I feel.  Everything hurts.  I have visions of just setting off a nuclear bomb and watching this whole stupid world blow to smithereens…myself included.

Exactly, what do I do about this problem?

Sincerely,

Me