i emptied myself today. i always felt horrible. everyday. for seeing someone who doesn’t wanna see me anymore. he’s like a brother, a bestfriend, a shoulder to cry on to me. but things had change after talking about college. he suddenly don’t wanna be my classmate and declares he needed independence. i can’t barely understand…
Today I learned what it means to be a servant. Help me recommit this life into you, to surrender myself to you. Cause God, when you come I’ll be perfect, forever worshiping with you.
Dear God, Please just give me strength. I act strong but I know I’m weak. I’m brave because I know I have to be. But Lord, you know how I feel deep down. Please. Just hold me tight like You always have. You’re the reason I keep going. I love you.
Help me. Please give me the courage to speak the truth tonight. Hold me in your arms and give me the strength to tell an adult what’s been happening to me for years. How many scars I now have emotionally, physically and mentally from the abusive, sexual past I’ve had. I know that to stop…
Help me to be obedient to your commands; to stay focused on You; and to submit my heart fully to You.
Dear God, I am so so sorry for losing faith in you oh God. I had been beginning to worry that you had forsaken me Lord; that I had sinned so badly that I was no longer worthy to receive you. God, I was so scared. I cried and felt so alone and felt like…
God I have turn my back against you many many years ago, even to the point I worship Lucifer and made the bible as a tool used against you. Please forgive me god for my stupid ways. I have seen your path for me now and its right in my face, both places I lived…
