Dear God…

Dear god,

im sorry for what im about to say, but it needs to be said…

i have turned my back on god so many times, i just pray he will forgive me, well i think i have used up to many of those, and he will never forgive me again.

my mom said im not a christian, she said i shouldnt go to church that im a devil lover basically.

i cry everyday or everynight because when i read my bible or pray or go to church, i think about how my life and sins have not been godly, and its just to hard for me to live for god, and hear my mom call me a devil lover everyother day..

can you please help me live for you, and only you…god.?