Dear God,

I don’t know my status. I’m getting tested on Thursday and I want you to comfort me. You know that my past wasn’t that promiscuous but all it takes is one person. I’m trying to be responsible by knowing my status. I don’t have sex anymore because you have really changed me on the inside. I just have to do this because this is the only thing that is keeping me from moving on mentally from my past. If I do this, I can officially not be bothered by my past mistakes. I won’t ever have to look back. I just want to move forward Lord. I’ve been avoiding this test for months. Let me be well Lord. I’m grateful that you kept your hand of protection upon me throughout my life. Thank you for not letting me stray further from you. Thank you for not letting me go down the terrible path that I saw so many friends go on. You care for me and looking back I realize that more than ever. Thank you so much. I love you. I really really do.

In Jesus’ name I pray,

Amen