Dear God,

I feel so lonely. It seemed like you’ve blessed me with so many friends but now it just seems like those friends have brought me farther away from you. I feel like I can’t trust anyone around me so I keep everything inside and end up crying all the time by myself. I cry randomly throughout the day, while I’m at school my eyes start watering out of no where. I don’t know what’s wrong but it seems I just need more of you. I’ve gotten off track and I dont know what to do. I feel like I’m living to die. I’ve had thoughts of how the world would be better off without me. I’ve lost all hope, but I know hope is in you. But I’m just afraid, I feel too filthy to go back to you. Lord, please bring me back.. I need you.