Dear God,

The amount of times I have asked you in my life, the amount of times I have confesssed to you and the amount of times I said I was willing to accept you..it just feels like my prayers are repeatedly saying the same things; you to be in my life, you to help me, you to be here,there and everywhere for me. I guess you are but I need more. I want more of you! I just pray that you can answer those prayers I have longed to be answered. Soon I hope…I do love you. Even if it seems as though I have been pushing you away, it’s because I am scared.

Amen.